Apology

Whoa!

I've been trying to start writing for about an hour now. I must have the slowest most miserable internet connection and virus prone computer in the world.

I am so so so so so so so sorry that I have not contributed to this online community in a while. I was trying to clear my head. I have been out of my head since just before the July 4th holiday. Imagine if you're swinging in a tire swing and you keep going higher and higher and higher for four days straight. That's how far out of my head I have been lately. I stepped out of my place for just a moment in time. But I'm back now and more cynical than ever though I feel good right now. I think it's the music that's got me feeling better and better every hour. For those of you I haven't told my local Alternative radio station is on shuffle and playing all of the good ole tunes I have been wanting to hear.

That's right all of the 90's music I care to hear and more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I even like some new songs. "Will you bite the hand that feeds?" That's a really cool song or maybe it was just forced down my throat by the radio station that keeps playing it and playing it. That's what I need right now, a man down on his knees. They played a version on Tuesday night where some guy layered Trent Reznor's voice over some song that was played in that Flashdance movie. That way you got to see how s l o w l y Trent sings the song. It was very erotic which would be cool if you were looking for something erotic, which I am not right now. Crap I'll be right back. My baby just ripped the woodwork off the wall because he was angry that my mom and dad left home. I hope the wooden plank didn't hit him.