Retraction

I do apologize for the last post. I am a little upset about my birthday but I have changed my mind about not hosting my own party on Friday. Now I am looking at catering and menus at several of my favorite spots here in Chicago. I plan on treating everyone or covering more than half of everyone's bill. It's going to cost me more than $400 though. But that's ok because I am only turning 30 once. What made me change my mind? A nice young man that just received his master's degree asked my father on Sunday if I was still having my party. See I invited him and told him that I would give him the details on Sunday but because I was in a funk hole from what transpired between me and my husband on Saturday I didn't go anywhere on Sunday until it was dark outside--and that was a total waste of my time. But now that he asked and my friend's dear brother said that he would be there (I hope he can still make it) I have decided to be a hostess. I plan to be a gracious one. Even though this will not be true I plan to come to my party looking very happy and fresh, calm and pleasant as if I'd just had the best birthday sex of my life with that special someone. Ok I have these Microsoft Plus dancers on my monitor and at first it was cool to see them dancing to my music but now they are irritating the hell out of me. It's a couple doing the salsa or tango or whatever this is. Then there is this girl doing hip hop which is even more irritating. But I plan to download Scooby Doo and that should be better. Ok but now I plan to stop ranting and not rant any more until ten years from now when I'm about to turn forty. I am holding up my right hand. "I LorettaDN do solemnly swear that from today Monday September 19, 2005 I will neither rant nor complain about my 30th birthday sucking as of 8:25 in the morning no matter how much anyone or anything pisses me off. I will be pleasant, gracious, and act like I've just had the best sex I've ever had until September 19, 2015 should I be alive and should there still be an earth though I believe the rapture probably would have taken place by then because after all the antichrist is on earth now and hopefully I will not be here when the Tribulation begins." That's my pledge. Update: I do still hope a building falls on my husband but I want to be the one to push it on him. He actually thought that I would come back over after what happened on Saturday. I know I didn't go into details but he punked me and humiliated me. So of course I don't trust him, he could have been setting a trap for me or setting me up for something. But I must depart because once again it is Monday and I have class. I have not read the book I was supposed to have and I have an assignment due. Ooooooo I have to post another thread because I have to tell you something about class.