Today 8-12

I don't have much to say right now. That's odd coming from me I know. I am very grateful right now. I'm in a grateful mood. I don't know why I did it but I have undertaken a huge task; I have been trying to micro braid my hair for weeks and weeks and weeks. I would have liked to have worked on it last night but I was dog tired.

See I took the boys to the mall (Yorktown) to get them some shoes. I love DuPage County and I haven't been to the Yorktown Mall in a long time--if I've even been there before. I found a great parking spot by Von Maur. I even used the Von Maur entrance and I felt myself being enveloped by another world. The beautiful floors, the pretty dresses, the grand piano being beautifully played, the Juicy Couture handbags, my eldest son cursing me out and screaming over the piano being played..., my youngest son trying to break away from me and jump on the elevator, me trying to pretend my eldest son isn't using the "f" word, me trying to run out of Von Maur with them as fast as I can to escape further embarrassment...

I survived and I'm not in jail for murder so I guess everything is alright now. But I only got to see the Kid's Foot Locker and the Gap and this disappointed me because I really wanted to explore "that" mall further while I could. So now I have to add that to the list of things I want to do when I get a sitter or finally get them into daycare. Hey if I have to wait until they're both in grammar school it will be worth it.

Remember that I really like DuPage County. While my children are in school the handsome prince I met somewhere (we'll figure out where I met him later) will whisk me away to Yorktown Mall and escort me into Von Maur where he will proceed to purchase whatever my heart desires. Dresses, shoes, sportswear, handbags, jewelry, and accessories galore--abounding! Then we'll dine at the cool Door County seafood restaurant I saw for the first time yesterday (ok pretty low end for a prince but hey this is my fantasy). Then he'll wisk me away to the Chalet Suite at the Downer's Grove Sybaris. (I suppose I'll have to find someone to grab the kids for me because I've already been gone since 9 AM and it's going on 5 now when we're getting kicked out of the Sybaris. I failed to mention breakfast if the prince got me breakfast, and I suppose we can run to Buca di Beppo for dinner. But I only eat one meal a day now. So is the prince going to think that I am uncomfortable with him because I'm only picking at all these meals? And I can't understand him for his accent anyways so I'm getting a little irritated with this date. Plus I hardly even know him and hey how many women has he slept with anyways? Scrap the Sybaris but he's expecting something in return for buying me all these things at Von Maur. Ok screw Von Maur, in fact screw the whole date with the prince. He irritated me and I don't even know him.

So now I'm back to square one with nothing to do and no one to do whatever with. I don't feel like being bothered with the prince because he is arrogant and easy. I don't even want to be bothered with Prince right now. I don't want to be bothered with any broke or cheap, stingy niggas right now. So I guess that leaves me sitting at home blogging and im ing my ex fiance when he's not working or brooding over some young... well I won't talk about these young ladies like that because I don't know them but honeys let me tell you. If a young man wanted to spend time with me and his money on me I would take him up on his offer and stop giving him the flux! Sure you can't just see yourself settling down with just one, but at least let him be a really good friend to you if he wants to.

Sheeesh!